So now I'm trying to figure out

现在我不得不考虑

am I going to give myself up this situation

自己是否应该退出

do I take cab

然后打的过去

do I take a train

或是坐火车过去

But as soon as that goes into my mind

但就在我有放弃的念头时

all I see is news cameras all around me

我看到周围有很多新闻摄像机

and they're going laugh

记者们开始笑起来

We are live for the marathon

我们正在直播马拉松

See those Kenyans already finished the race, the news

那些肯尼亚人已经完成比赛了

were live to see if I was going to live or die

而现在是老爹生死抉择的时候

It got so crazy

情况变得很疯狂

I heard the announcer say

我听到广播员说

Whoa, Puff is in trouble now

喔 老爹碰到麻烦了

But in all seriousness

严肃来讲

I had to make a decision right there

我需要作出决定

I had to decide whether I was going to stay on my knees

我是应该就这么一直跪下去

or get up on my feet

还是站起来

I had to decide to get up, I had to decide to run

我需要站起来 我需要继续坚持跑下去

My toenails started falling off

我的脚趾甲都要掉了

My sneakers were soaked in blood

我的跑鞋浸出鲜血

Real talk, I'm not being dramatic

真的 我没有夸张

But I've decided I was going to finish that marathon

但我决定要跑完马拉松

And then I make it to mile 20

之后 我跑到20英里处

Thank you Jesus

感谢耶稣

I made it to Harlem where I was born and raised

我跑到了生我养我的黑人区

The Harlem really doesn't do the marathon thing

黑人区其实并不关心马拉松

but I saw the entire neighborhood come out there to support me

但我看到所有人都跑出来支持我

They had turned my hood into a block party

他们将我的出现看成是街区聚会

DJ's playing music. People wave their signs

DJ在那放音乐 人们挥舞着标语

Yell and go, Diddy go

给我加油鼓劲

You see my Harlem family

黑人区也是一个大家庭

got me through the marathon

他们鼓励我完成了马拉松

just like my Howard family

就像霍华德也是一个大家庭

got me and you to this point today

让我和你们能有今天的成就一样

I finished the marathon

我跑完了马拉松

I almost die

感觉几乎要死了

My feet has never been in the same sense

我的脚从未有过这样的感觉

My feet hurt right now

我的脚痛得要命

But I finished

不过我跑完了

And I beat Oprah's time

而且打败了欧普拉的记录